Wednesday, August 26, 2009

hate it when you judge

Who the hell give you the bloody right to judge me for one trait.
Who the hell do you think you are to say such crude shit.

For this, i condemned you and dont expect me to show you ANY respect from today onwards. You maybe a OM, but hell you are just a FUCKING asshole who thinks only with your butt.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

its a long way to go still.

so many things that have happened this one week. ( I think im quite lagggg in this entry)
It has been quite eventful i must say. From jiun's departure to having QT spent with Dearest, to having to see him off with a heavy heart.

2 Aug 09 - It was only Monsters + gracie invite to Jiun's house for steamboat and dramatic thing happened. We are all late for dinner and because the kitchen abit too small for all of us to help out, so some of them just sit out and sit while some chop cut wash in the kitchen. Wells, smart serene offered to help in cutting mushroom and somebody said that the knife is blunt, so i attempted it with a small knife. Apparently, the knife is sharper than i thought and just the first cut, i cut myself -.- Blood flow like nobody business so i let it run under the tap, the sharp pain is alrdy unbearable actually. So i was told to hold it up high to stop the blood from falling and hold it tight. I started to feel dizzy after a while so i went to sit down. The stupid-est thing happened when the nxt moment i know was im alrdy on the floor. Yes, i fainted. I dont know what happened, but it feel like a sleep. hahah, I guess it scared some of them, or all of them? hahah, to me, i haven't faint for a long time so this isn't the first time that frighten ppl. HAHA.

3 Aug 09 - jiun's departure. This time round, there's no tears no sadness in everyone's eyes. It is so much better than last time, as this time round jiun knows be it in Singapore or Melb, she will be loved and care for by so many ppl. I know she will do fine, and i believe she will.

4 Aug 09 - Bing's Social night. Worked in the morning then after which chiong home to prepare for the night. The dinner is kinda boring except for the dancing part and the part which one of the guys know beeping ( is that how it is spelt? ) Omgg, that guy is JUST TALENTED! whoever the gf is, must be damn fortunate. Saw nicole and we talked quite a bit. Someone whom I dont even talk to in sec school. Basically, we did what girls do best. COMMENTING ABOUT PEOPLE. about their dressing figures and faces... hahah. Make new friends along the way, which is something good I guess.

5 Aug-7 aug - Sentosa Chalet with Bing. This is the second time that we spent time tog in Sentosa Chalet. Bing has been the greatest company, as always. Wanted to go to Sentosa early to tan but weather was bad and so we went to watch movie (fighting) then check in. The room is not as nice as i thought it will be, quite smalllllllll actually. oh wells, im more excited about bbq-ing at night. 2 persons bbq-ing! ((:
The man set up the fire while the lady prepared the food like all the wrapping and putting of sambal chilli in almost all the food! hahaha. I thought the food wouldn't be enough but it turns out to be more than enough as we didnt finish the food ultimately.

the moment we have to say goodbye,
the moment when the ship started to sail off,
the moment when the clock strike 6pm,
I still refused to look at you.
Though its only 6weeks,
it feels longer than that.

occupying myself with many workloads just make myself more tired,
hoping that it will feel better.
apparently its not doing very well
and i think i need to do sth about it.

meanwhile i think i need to sleep soon, tml another full day. I just cant wait for friday! Another outing with nice ppl ((: