I cant wait!

Tonight is the day.
After tonight is another day.
For you and for me (:

Finally congrats to Dearest Bing. YOU HAVE COMMISSIONED! Dont know whether its a good thing or a bad thing cause there's more responsibilities coming up for you. Jia you!

Whereas for me, Im flying off to find the rest of the pangsai birds in few hours time! ((: So exciting to take plane alone ( at least this is my VERY FIRST time taking alone ). I have yet to borrow/buy a book to go on plane to read. SIAN. And I have yet to settle so many xmas presents. And worst still, I have yet to change my $$ to hk dollars. Im so dead pleasee.

Monsters exchange was equally exciting as any other year. With them ard, how can the atmosphere be not fun and noisy and filled with joys and laughters, though it was like back to my second home at BNJ DEMPSEY. :/

Im finally done with another handicrafts of all of us and the helper is totally not being very useful. TSK, nvm I cant wait for 26th to see their smelly faces again.

MEANWHILE, I CANT WAIT FOR 6AM OF SUNDAY TO COME! (((((((((:

the world is going too fast
i need to slow down,
i need to calm down
this i have been telling myself for the hundredth or perhaps a thousandth times from the 25mins walk home.

i hope 2009 ends at this minute
i hope 2010 starts at the nxt minute.

too many unfortunate things happened at the same time
too much pressure suddenly on my shoulder

It was only one night and the number of series of unfortunate events piled like crazy.
I could take it no more.. then i realised I only have myself to cry myself to slp.

its the worst day ever.

what a day
what a screwed up day
with a screwed up trip
and best thing is, my phone's spoilt.

damn sad, feel like just doing everything on impulse. and so its true that one can never have the best of both worlds.

damnnnnnnnnnn!

plain strawberries will do (:

it was such a last min decision to go club.
with a BIGG shopping bag (quilt to be exact) in my hand,
and causal attire and there we went into the club cause its LADIES NIGHT!

Though its merely 2 hours in Butter Factory, the companies are *thumbs up*,
well except abit too crowded, abit too hot, abit too many weird ppl ard. Hmmm, maybe the nxt time i wanna go will be this. (sounds so noob but yea, has beeen 21435 years since i clubbed ok)

I realised its a knid of qns that is thrown back to me every now and then, and somewhat it gets me all confused. That is when I'm information overload and i cant process everything so fast and neatly in my mind and that's what I started to have a feeling of doubt. But when im again all alone, I can think clearer, and everything falls back into its original place and thats when i realised there's actually nth much for me to worry about.

somebody asked me: at this point of time in your life ( I mean NOWWW), will you choose chocolate-coated strawberries r/s where you know there will always be a tinge of sweetness and abit of sourness when you bite into it, devouring the dessert while enjoying the change of taste in your mouth. Or, will you choose raisin bread which you know its not as delicious as strawberries, but once in a while when you bite into the raisins, the juiciness of the raisins filled your mouth, giving you the equal satisfaction strawberries give. SO, whats ur choice?

upon seeing this, I can NEVER success in dieting pleaseeee! ):



after looking at one after another strawberries photos, i came to realise they are so beautiful.
baby, i don't need a strawberrries field, nor all these sweet little treats.

maybe maybe maybe, all i wanna is thisss......
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ONE DAMN BIG STRAWBERRY TO LAST THROUGH MY LIFETIME :DDDDD

pictures say it all

our regular customer. to the extent that she knows most of the scoopies!

byebye to ivan. but still will seee your pangsai face eveyr now and then.

My pangsai birds. #1 and #2. totally irritating but still love you (:


The Beautilful View of Somerset At a Higher Height (: Accompany by great company. Where I almost get myself trapped in the shopping mall. =/




My lovely present for you. sometimes its good to have a little pampering to yourself though it burns a BIGGGGGGGGGGGG hole in your pocket.




Fiona's 21st!

when the bday girl isnt at home and we have to entertain ourselves somehow, then after which sweat ourselves out hiding behind the mj table. Fiona, u need to have more fans in your house! =/

The happpiest girl on 2oct (:

So should it be 'happy birthday Jappo' ? Hahaa, at least this is the kind of fun i miss after so many so manyyy.


Sorry fiona, I cant resist but ask to take a photo with your mum, cause she's simply TOO HOT. =/




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times when life is at its peak, when only laughters can be heard and nonsense is made in the room, I can feel that this is the moment I wanna live for. But there's times when life is at its lowest, when tears are shed and literally cried the hearts out and having terrible heartaches, i know this is inevitable. we need to have ups and downs to compensate for the balance emotions in us. Who would want to have sadness in their life, but when mistakes are made and lessons are learnt(hopefully), I'm hoping for a miracle actually. Its hard to not worry about what's going to happen, because of the fear of making the same mistake again. yet the more we worry about what's going to happen, the more we will assume what's going to be result. Yet on the other side, you will still give yourself hopes because of 'always look at the brighter side of your life' . Then eventually when you are used to 'holding on to that hope' , and the result diff, this is the time when the reality slaps you in the face and ask u to wake up.
Then again, its hard not to think about it. Though pretendious can be very real, the real emotion inside is making you spin. Maybe this is it. Maybe its late and i need to stop blogging. Maybe I need to go slp to think about other stuffs.

cheap thrills :D

this is the kind of adventure i wanna be part of,
this is the kind of cheap thrills I wanna experience,
this is more than just a roller coaster ride.
Which kept my heartbeat pounds faster every min.

But im glad,
that im hop into this adventure with you!

to being almost trapped in shopping mall!

its a great tuesday

it was 3 in the morning
and i was out there sitting on the high chair outside bnj @ dempsey.
im fighting with the fatigue in me not wanting to sleep as i think about stuffs i shouldnt be.

cause it was supposed to be a good tuesday.
And it still is, and now im going to meet the psb (fyi, it means pangsai birds) again ((:

have been working hard and playing hard, and spending hard as well.
and i only have life after work, which is night time alrdy.

suddenly into the 'prawning' mood. I went prawning twice in a week. Yes its madness and its draining my $$$$ away. But who cares, what matters most is fun. First time was at Pasir Ris, and that was after happy meal at IKEA. Dont know why Pasir Ris prawning place is so not happening. There are hardly any people ard. I think we are quite pathetic. 2 rods but we only got 4, but the most saddening thing is that 2 come from other ppl. =(( more of a picnic trip rather than prawning session. I likeee ((: Another time will be few days ago. This time around at my house area! FINALLY somewhere so convenient for me. This place is much more happening, see people prawn out big small prawns and we have only small ones. =(( think they have better baits than I do. =x This time round, not so bad. with 4 rods we caught 15 prawns. AT LEAST, i caught SOMETHING! hahah. All of us alrdy like dying and lacking of slp, but i dont know why ( I dont know alot of things on that night cause im tooo tired to think ) we ended up at amk Mac drive thru eating. Having to wait for 45mins for breakfast. And playing 7-up so that the loser can go ask and ask the counter crew or manager 'is breakfast ready yet?' I swear the people there wanna kill us.=/

anyw, results are out and im disapppointed. Given the effort that I put in for each paper, Im hoping more than just this. Yet given the state when im doing the paper, i know i cant hold much hope. having to work so much now, i cant wait to start sch. I cant wait to reserve some time for myself. Bet you must be thinking why i wont do it now, cause it seems like im obliged to give shifts. As long as there's nice ppl around, i actually dont mind working. but then sometime it does pay a price for that. what i can say is that responsbility becoming a burden.

I cant wait for Chunk Fest, the only event im anticipating PEACE JOY LOVE AND ICE CREAM.

meanwhile, im still counting down... 2weeks plus abit more (: to be back in your arms <3

meanwhile happy photos.

After our facial treatments, is there a diff? lol


fireworks are always so pretty. it lighten up the darkest moment of your life. it makes you smile no matter how damp your mood is. (:

miss you pangsai.

hate it when you judge

Who the hell give you the bloody right to judge me for one trait.
Who the hell do you think you are to say such crude shit.

For this, i condemned you and dont expect me to show you ANY respect from today onwards. You maybe a OM, but hell you are just a FUCKING asshole who thinks only with your butt.